Monday, December 8, 2008

Holy of holies..

The Presence I felt just 15 mins ago was awesome.. It wasn't those type of lovey dovey Presence, but it was strong. It was like a strong, reassuring comfort. I haven't had this type of feeling for a long while. Just lifting up burdens to the LORD. And knowing that He took it. Though Sylvia only prayed for 3 things, but I could just feel that her prayers were not void. They were going somewhere, and they are going to Heaven. I could just feel things moving. Things are gonna change. I want anointing. And I know Sylvia wants skills too.

Anointing to be able to pull down the Presence of God
Presence of God strong enough for 30 people.
Atmostphere thick enough to change 30 lives.
Love of God flowing through enough to soften 30 hearts.
Skills enough to be able to do all of the above.

That's Sylvia's and my desire. 30 lives. By the end of this year. So that we can both be able to hold B41.

Wished upon a star at 9:48 PM

Friday, November 28, 2008

TREMBLING WITH EXCITEMENT!!

I am excited.. Truly and deeply excited.. Joy is just overflowing out of me.. If that is possible.. But yea! With all my wood can muster out, that's the joy that I have..

Lord I give You my heart.
I give You my soul.
I live for You alone.
Every breath that I take.
Every moment I'm awake.
Lord have Your way in me.

I believe that more is to come.. This is just the beginning..

Wished upon a star at 7:28 AM

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

EXCITING EXCITING!!

Super exciting! ^o^ Whoohoooo........

I have one desire.
Just to be with You my LORD,
Just to be with You my LORD!!

I love my life! I can't wait for Friday! And I know Sylvia can't too. Me and her, we are a team manz.. We work together, fight together, bear hardships together, be joyful together, just together!

I want to do more.. I'm tired of simply pulling down the Presence of God for one person.. I want to bring down the Presence of God, the love of God for many people, ten, twenty, fifty, hundred.. Yea.. I wanna see people hands lifted, worshipping You, loving You.. What I have now is good, but it's not enough.. I want more.. And I know I am capable of more.. HERE I COME!!

Wished upon a star at 8:58 AM

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Out of black!

I heard there's gonna be an audition this friday! Oh my goodness.. I am so excited.. Yet at the same time, afraid of what's to happen. I believe all things will turn out great! Just gotta have faith! =)

The black pick is gone! I miss him! T_T I had an affectionate name for him.. Picky! And he is gone! Sylvia lost him.. I hope she can find him back soon.. The white one doesn't sound so nice.. Though I think it's better cos there's a portion where it helps to have some friction..

What could stand before You
As You chose to embrace
A cross so undeserved You took for me..

I wonder what went through Jesus' mind as He went on the cross.. As He suffered all pain.. All unfairness thrown at Him.. It is not fair.. It really isn't.. Yet He came down to earth, knowing this fact and going through His every single day knowing this. Is not this love enough? It is more than any other thing in this world.. And also because of this, He reigns.. He reigns in everything.

Wished upon a star at 8:18 PM

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Back into black..

Gosh.. I have to type this again.. I think blogspot.com is facing major problems..

Was just saying that I am back into Black in my cosy corner.. Though it's getting pretty cold these days..

This song is my song to God..

I live to worship You
I live to worship You

Here I am worshipping You
With all I am worshipping
Bowing down in spirit and truth
With lifted hands worshipping You

I live for the sole cause of Christ. No longer I, but Christ.

Take this offering that I bring
Humbly I fall on my knees
To proclaim You're everything
My life's nothing without You
Take my hands and lead me through
You are my sustaining love.

I am nothing without You.. Take me and use me.. I live to be with You.. Trusting You.. Loving You.. Worshipping You.. My one and only true God.. Bring me back to my first love.. You and only You.. I love You. With all my heart.. I sing this song, in worship unto You..

Wished upon a star at 6:33 AM

Monday, October 20, 2008

Anointing and Presence

Ever had anyone tell you something is impossible and you can't do it? Wells, I am gonna do it.

Back in my Black again.. Did I tell you about black? He's my house.. We are always crapping together when Sylvia leaves us in our corner.. It's boring there ok.. I am made to make music.. Not sit in one corner.. And I am in tune!! Sylvia got a tuner somehow and tuned me!! Ain't it awesome? I love my sound.. And she's getting better too..

Heard a lot about Patrick and even seen pictures of him.. He is handsome.. Maybe I will get to know him personally one day.. I do hope that day comes soon..

I have a weird song made for me.. Shu Yi especially.. She sung some weird song about me.. Most parts are at Sylvia's blog. I can't remember some though.. But it's real weird.. And Ian kept singing 'My name is Chanel. I'm so pretty.' over and over again.. Am I that egoistic? Oh wells.. I do hope they will listen to my real song someday.. It's way better.. And very me..

Wished upon a star at 10:28 PM

Thursday, October 9, 2008

=D

EXCITED!! It's gonna be awesome..

Wished upon a star at 7:02 PM